Sunday, April 17, 2011

disgust!

I used to look like this:




skinny right?  i had curves, but i was an ok size.  i always was about 135 lbs.  thought i was fat then, gotta love teenage/young adult sense of self

today I look like this:

what  a change right?  good grief!!!  if this isn't motivation I don't know what is!  i WILL lose this stomach/arms/legs/chin i've gained over the past few years.  i know it's hard but I will ... I have to.  if i'm not happy in my own skin than what do I have?  

Sunday, April 10, 2011

random lyrics...

is feeling these today.  not sad, just feeling them

"where are you? and i'm so sorry.  i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight....miss you, miss you..."